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venus
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|  | Shame
« Thread Started on Mar 10, 2008, 5:50pm » | |
Kaiyah stopped in a forest clearing and collapsed onto the forest floor, having ran at top speed for at least an hour on end. She could still not believe that she had run from the devil-angel back in the village, fled from someone who had been ready to consider her as a friend. Her shame and humiliation was unbearable, and she was determined to someday, when she had conquered her fear, come back and apologize. It was the only way she would ever be able to forgive herself. She eventually got up, legs shaking, and stumbled into the forest, leaning on branches so she wouldn't fall over. I would deserve it if I did, she thought bitterly to herself. And once I get back up, I deserve to fall again and again...
All that thought about falling had apparently led her to do just that. She fell flat on her face, getting a mouthful of dirt. She shakily got up, spat it out, and continued walking, this time only concentrating on the walking, not even thinking. Eventually, she reached a river in the forest with some tall rocks beside it. She sat between a rock with an overhang and a large tree, sheltering her from searches from the air. She backed up into the shadows of the rock, sheltering her from most ground searches. She hoped just slightly that Yeshua would come to find her, but rejected that thought the moment she thought it. I don't deserve to see his face for what I've done, she thought. Bringing her knees up to her chest, she propped her elbows on her knees and put her head in her hands. What had she done?
Eventually, she lifted her head from her hands as a song came to her that would help her vent her feelings of self-anger and humiliation. She began in her beautiful low soprano,
How did I get locked up inside
What's this that renders me paralyzed
I lost myself in small pieces
It happened over time
I traded love for a heavy chain
Another link every other day
I pulled it up and down a mountain
It made me want to say
No more chains
No more chains
Big and small, watch them fall away
No more chains
Big and small, watch them fall away
((More song to come in next post, didn't make vid of song))
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kadaj1989
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| | Re: Shame
« Reply #1 on Mar 10, 2008, 7:24pm » | |
Yeshua staired in the direction that she ran, thats when he herd the song, (that voice) he thought. (its gotta be her) he then spread his wings and flew twards the sky fallowing the voice. (there she is) he thought as he spotted her in the forest. he decided to wait till she was done with her song to come into view, so he waited behind the bolder, compleatly hidden.
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venus
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| | Re: Shame
« Reply #2 on Mar 10, 2008, 7:34pm » | |
Taking a deep breath, Kaiyah continued her song.
I wonder now if the choice was mine
The door was open, I walked inside
Nobody had my arm twisted
Nobody made me stay
The face of freedom can show up small
A tiny crack in a prison wall
A song that rises up from silence
A voice that wants to say
No more chains
No more chains
Big and small, watch them fall away
No more chains
Big and small, watch them fall away
I should let you give me wings
I should let you set me free
...chains
No more chains
Big and small, watch them fall away
No more chains
No more chains
Big and small, watch them fall away
Upon finishing her song, she closed her eyes, crossing her legs, taking deep breaths. She didn't notice the angel behind her, and remained in her semi-relaxed state.
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kadaj1989
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« Reply #3 on Mar 10, 2008, 7:57pm » | |
Yeshua, or rather now chaos, breathed in a deep breath of air before speaking. "your song is yet again very lovely..." he paused and sighed "im sory if i frightend you" he said as he stepped out from behind the bolder. "why must i be so stupid....i should have known...if your afrade of angels...then of course you would fear a devil....im soo stupid" he mutterd to himself. "want me to change back?" he asked.
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